Saturday, October 23, 2010

Something To Ponder On..

From time to time, I can slip up and well, say some less than flattering things--things unbecoming of a lady and things unbecoming of a daughter of God. Taking the Lord's name in vain I am guilty of slipping from time to time. I instantly feel bad. I hate myself momentarily for it, etc. It just sounds so ugly. I was reading in Gordon B. Hinckley's book "Standing for Something" this evening--in the chapter on Civility. One thing he said really struck me to the core and really gave me something to think about... How can we utter the Lords name in vain (which is a derogatory thing to do) and then kneel to him and pray to him with the same mouth. It made me sad to think of how hypocritical it is... and how hurtful it is to HF... and how he must feel. Needless to say, I am going to work EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA hard on my language and my CIVILITY!

Monday, October 11, 2010

The Parable of the Pickle

In a conference talk from 2007 given by David A. Bednar called "Ye must be born again", he tells of the parable of the pickle. It sounds silly but it's really quite deep. This was a huge part of what our relief society lesson was on yesterday. Its a great analogy! Here's the short version:

"A cucumber becomes a pickle as it is prepared and cleaned, immersed in and saturated with salt brine, and sealed in a sterilized container. This procedure requires time and cannot be hurried and none of the essential steps can be ignored or avoided...

Through faith in Christ we can be:
1. Spiritually prepared and cleansed from sin,
2. Immersed in and saturated with His gosepel, and
3. Purified and sealed by the Holy Spirit of Promise--even born again."

The mother's version of Psalm 23

Lord be my guide, my priorities, my needs and my wants are not first in my life.

Help me find the quiet time each day

So that I may be restored and refreshed

that you lead me through my day

so that I many live a God- paced life

Tho life as a mom is hard

Tho I may feel like I am in this all alone

I will not fear, I will not be weary, I will not grow tired

For you are my provider, for you are my strength, for you are my rock

This comforts me, Tho I may not be well with my circumstances I am well within my soul.

You have prepared this day and my future before me.

You have given me all that I need to live the way you want me to.

As a mom, as a wife you have given me more that enough so that I can give back to you, to my husband and my children and still have enough for me.

Thank you Jesus for your love and grace that is given to me each day of my life

I will abide in you simply and purely forever.

Amen

New Tradition

My friend's mother passed away in June of this year. Each and ever Sunday leading up to her death she would read a certain printed quote/prayer during the passing of the sacrament that she kept safely tucked inside her scriptures. It is simple but so powerful. I am excited to have a copy of it--placed in my scriptures--ready to read each week myself :)

"I wasn't perfect again this week. But I repent of my sins, and reaffirm my commitment to keep all the commandments. I promise to go back and try again, with all my heart, might, mind, and strength. I still want and need the cleansing that comes through faith, repentance, and baptism. Please apply the atoning blood of Christ to my sins. Please extend my contract (covenant of baptism) for another week and grant me the continued blessings of the atonement and the companionship of the holy ghost."

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Safety for the Soul

Today was yet another great and spiritually uplifting day with the elders. They came over for dinner, and while we were visiting we ended up watching a talk from Elder Holland (a.k.a. General Holland. lol) on the Book of Mormon from a previous year of conference. It was so powerful!! His words really spoke to my soul as I have been plowing my way though its pages in my personal study. I want to post a copy of his talk here so that I can always have it close at hand :)


Safety for the Soul

ELDER JEFFREY R. HOLLAND
Of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles


Jeffrey R. Holland
I want it absolutely clear when I stand before the judgment bar of God that I declared to the world … that the Book of Mormon is true.
Prophecies regarding the last days often refer to large-scale calamities such as earthquakes or famines or floods. These in turn may be linked to widespread economic or political upheavals of one kind or another.
But there is one kind of latter-day destruction that has always sounded to me more personal than public, more individual than collective—a warning, perhaps more applicable inside the Church than outside it. The Savior warned that in the last days even those of the covenant, the very elect, could be deceived by the enemy of truth.1 If we think of this as a form of spiritual destruction, it may cast light on another latter-day prophecy. Think of the heart as the figurative center of our faith, the poetic location of our loyalties and our values; then consider Jesus’s declaration that in the last days “men’s hearts [shall fail] them.”2
The encouraging thing, of course, is that our Father in Heaven knows all of these latter-day dangers, these troubles of the heart and soul, and has given counsel and protections regarding them.
In light of that, it has always been significant to me that the Book of Mormon, one of the Lord’s powerful keystones3 in this counteroffensive against latter-day ills, begins with a great parable of life, an extended allegory of hope versus fear, of light versus darkness, of salvation versus destruction—an allegory of which Sister Ann M. Dibb spoke so movingly this morning.
In Lehi’s dream an already difficult journey gets more difficult when a mist of darkness arises, obscuring any view of the safe but narrow path his family and others are to follow. It is imperative to note that this mist of darkness descends on all the travelers—the faithful and the determined ones (the elect, we might even say) as well as the weaker and ungrounded ones. The principal point of the story is that the successful travelers resist all distractions, including the lure of forbidden paths and jeering taunts from the vain and proud who have taken those paths. The record says that the protected “did press their way forward, continually [and, I might add, tenaciously] holding fast” to a rod of iron that runs unfailingly along the course of the true path.4 However dark the night or the day, the rod marks the way of that solitary, redeeming trail.
“I beheld,” Nephi says later, “that the rod of iron … was the word of God, [leading] … to the tree of life; … a representation of the love of God.” Viewing this manifestation of God’s love, Nephi goes on to say:
“I looked and beheld the Redeemer of the world, … [who] went forth ministering unto the people. …
“… And I beheld multitudes of people who were sick, and who were afflicted with all manner of diseases, and with devils and unclean spirits; … and they were healed by the power of the Lamb of God; and the devils and the unclean spirits were cast out.”5
Love. Healing. Help. Hope. The power of Christ to counter all troubles in all times—including the end of times. That is the safe harbor God wants for us in personal or public days of despair. That is the message with which the Book of Mormon begins, and that is the message with which it ends, calling all to “come unto Christ, and be perfected in him.”6 That phrase—taken from Moroni’s final lines of testimony, written 1,000 years after Lehi’s vision—is a dying man’s testimony of the only true way.
May I refer to a modern “last days” testimony? When Joseph Smith and his brother Hyrum started for Carthage to face what they knew would be an imminent martyrdom, Hyrum read these words to comfort the heart of his brother:
“Thou hast been faithful; wherefore … thou shalt be made strong, even unto the sitting down in the place which I have prepared in the mansions of my Father.
“And now I, Moroni, bid farewell … until we shall meet before the judgment-seat of Christ.”7
A few short verses from the 12th chapter of Ether in the Book of Mormon. Before closing the book, Hyrum turned down the corner of the page from which he had read, marking it as part of the everlasting testimony for which these two brothers were about to die. I hold in my hand that book, the very copy from which Hyrum read, the same corner of the page turned down, still visible. Later, when actually incarcerated in the jail, Joseph the Prophet turned to the guards who held him captive and bore a powerful testimony of the divine authenticity of the Book of Mormon.8 Shortly thereafter pistol and ball would take the lives of these two testators.
As one of a thousand elements of my own testimony of the divinity of the Book of Mormon, I submit this as yet one more evidence of its truthfulness. In this their greatest—and last—hour of need, I ask you: would these men blaspheme before God by continuing to fix their lives, their honor, and their own search for eternal salvation on a book (and by implication a church and a ministry) they had fictitiously created out of whole cloth?
Never mind that their wives are about to be widows and their children fatherless. Never mind that their little band of followers will yet be “houseless, friendless and homeless” and that their children will leave footprints of blood across frozen rivers and an untamed prairie floor.9Never mind that legions will die and other legions live declaring in the four quarters of this earth that they know the Book of Mormon and the Church which espouses it to be true. Disregard all of that, and tell me whether in this hour of death these two men would enter the presence of their Eternal Judge quoting from and finding solace in a book which, if notthe very word of God, would brand them as imposters and charlatans until the end of time? They would not do that! They were willing to die rather than deny the divine origin and the eternal truthfulness of the Book of Mormon.
For 179 years this book has been examined and attacked, denied and deconstructed, targeted and torn apart like perhaps no other book in modern religious history—perhaps like no other book in any religious history. And still it stands. Failed theories about its origins have been born and parroted and have died—from Ethan Smith to Solomon Spaulding to deranged paranoid to cunning genius. None of these frankly pathetic answers for this book has ever withstood examination because there is no other answer than the one Joseph gave as its young unlearned translator. In this I stand with my own great-grandfather, who said simply enough, “No wicked man could write such a book as this; and no good man would write it, unless it were true and he were commanded of God to do so.”10
I testify that one cannot come to full faith in this latter-day work—and thereby find the fullest measure of peace and comfort in these, our times—until he or she embraces the divinity of the Book of Mormon and the Lord Jesus Christ, of whom it testifies. If anyone is foolish enough or misled enough to reject 531 pages of a heretofore unknown text teeming with literary and Semitic complexity without honestly attempting to account for the origin of those pages—especially without accounting for their powerful witness of Jesus Christ and the profound spiritual impact that witness has had on what is now tens of millions of readers—if that is the case, then such a person, elect or otherwise, has been deceived; and if he or she leaves this Church, it must be done by crawling over or under or around the Book of Mormon to make that exit. In that sense the book is what Christ Himself was said to be: “a stone of stumbling, … a rock of offence,”11 a barrier in the path of one who wishes not to believe in this work. Witnesses, even witnesses who were for a time hostile to Joseph, testified to their death that they had seen an angel and had handled the plates. “They have been shown unto us by the power of God, and not of man,” they declared. “Wherefore we know of a surety that the work is true.”12
Now, I did not sail with the brother of Jared in crossing an ocean, settling in a new world. I did not hear King Benjamin speak his angelically delivered sermon. I did not proselyte with Alma and Amulek nor witness the fiery death of innocent believers. I was not among the Nephite crowd who touched the wounds of the resurrected Lord, nor did I weep with Mormon and Moroni over the destruction of an entire civilization. But my testimony of this record and the peace it brings to the human heart is as binding and unequivocal as was theirs. Like them, “[I] give [my name] unto the world, to witness unto the world that which [I] have seen.” And like them, “[I] lie not, God bearing witness of it.”13
I ask that my testimony of the Book of Mormon and all that it implies, given today under my own oath and office, be recorded by men on earth and angels in heaven. I hope I have a few years left in my “last days,” but whether I do or do not, I want it absolutely clear when I stand before the judgment bar of God that I declared to the world, in the most straightforward language I could summon, that the Book of Mormon is true, that it came forth the way Joseph said it came forth and was given to bring happiness and hope to the faithful in the travail of the latter days.
My witness echoes that of Nephi, who wrote part of the book in his “last days”:
“Hearken unto these words and believe in Christ; and if ye believe not in these words believe in Christ. And if ye shall believe in Christ ye will believe in these words, for they are the words of Christ, … and they teach all men that they should do good.
“And if they are not the words of Christ, judge ye—for Christ will show unto you, with power and great glory, that they are his words, at the last day.14
Brothers and sisters, God always provides safety for the soul, and with the Book of Mormon, He has again done that in our time. Remember this declaration by Jesus Himself: “Whoso treasureth up my word, shall not be deceived”15—and in the last days neither your heart nor your faith will fail you. Of this I earnestly testify in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

GC- Oct 2010

Conference was amazingly wonderful. It couldn't have come at a more appropriate  time for me. I love being able to sit in the comfort of my own home and listen to the prophet and apostles speak to me. I am truly blessed. Technology rocks :)

One thing I learned the other night, was that the apostles are not assigned topics to speak on. They choose their own and I couldn't be more convinced that they are inspired men of God.  There was a particularly controversial talk given by Elder Packer regarding homosexuality. Given everything that is going on in the world, in the news media, in the political arena, and even TV shows... this is something that everyone takes so lightly and is practically entertained by it. It divides families, congregations, friends. The bible is clear on it. The proclamation to the word in regards to the family speaks against it, even our dear apostles and prophets speak on it, yet their words are twisted and corrupted and turned against them. It breaks my heart to see Satan working so hard against the church I love so much. I truly feel that he is trying to destroy the TRUE church of Christ from within.. dividing members and turning them against each other. A common argument that I have heard this week has been  "but I have family members who are gay", "I know someone who has tried to be straight but just cant because they weren't born that way". I call balderdash! This is a prime example of why we need to cling to our beliefs and the words of the prophets more than ever. They are divinely inspired men of God. We need to put off the natural man and learn that we can still love those who have strayed and still stay true to our values. In the words of my best friend "love the sinner, not the sin". Why does that have to be so difficult?!!?

I loved hearing of the new temples being announced. I love that small nations like the Philippines are getting another one. The missionary work is strong there in a sea of Catholic people. My sister in law is from there and after hearing stories, I know that they need the Lord now more than ever!

After feeling so weary from the weight of the world, conference came and left me with a heart so full and a spirit so strong that I feel I can take on the world....

Choosing sides

Recently I reached a major crossroads in my life. Do I believe and stay in the inactive rut I am in, or do I put my faith into action and choose the temple. It wasn't as hard to make the decision as I would have guessed... putting it into action and making the necessary sacrifices was. Changing friends was a first necessary step. Changing music, changing clothing, changing my word choices soon followed.

When it came down to it, there is no gray area in the gospel. It is clearly black and white. Thinking of my sweet (and sometimes obnoxious children) I can't help but to feel gratitude for my Heavenly Father for entrusting them to me, and at the same time, feeling a sense of duty to repay the debt and raise them to return to Him.

Yes, the choice was simple. "No man can serve two masters, but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord".

We are approaching the time to be sealed. In a matter of weeks we will be entering the temple, receiving our endowments, and making beautiful and sacred covenants with the Lord. I am embarking on a spiritual pilgrimage of sorts. I am journeying back to my Heavenly Father, one step at a time, with faith in every footstep!